The purpose of many lifetimes is the evolution of Ahamkara, the individuated Consciousness, such that we experience all there is to experience as a human being, good things and bad things.

When you meditate regularly you will be unfolding your best possibility for happiness and fulfillment in this lifetime right now.

God Consciousness is living the knowledge of the Lord as everywhere and everything, and living the experience of the Lord as everywhere and everything.

All of creation is a manifestation of the Lord. It is all God.

The purpose of being a human being is to gain God Consciousness.

So do your practice of meditation to bring the Lord into your life.

Then it is all good, because it is all God.